The Shy Submissive
May 5, 2009
Many profess to know what they want, they know they are into this and that. I am this with a bit of that looking for all and wanting it now.
I collect, I collect people. During my collecting process or what I call ‘Fly Fishing’ I come across many that are willing to say they are submissive eager for attention needing wanting but not understanding what it is that they are playing with.
Then there are the shy ones, the ones scared to admit, scared to act. It was one of these oh so shy ones, the ones scared to meet that lifted me up into a almighty adrenalin rush. After a so simple flogging we hugged and he left. A few days later we contacted me and he asked me about his dream. He was in a very dark place and then there was a pure light of angels he asked me what it meant. He dreamed again a similar dream and again he asked me what he meant. For him it was his first time he had ever been flogged. He didn’t really know what it was that he wanted but he knew he wanted it.
Outsiders think we are just into pain and into power play pure and simple. Some insiders forget and think it is only that as well. In scientific terms we know what it is. We will say that it is the epinephrine, endorphins and the enkephalins. Its the release, a gift to give and a gift to receive. A moment shared
